I have returned to my region of origin for a bit; reasons are many clear and unclear. This visit is slightly past due and at the same time rather early, either way this means I have access to my main machine: the freedom from the power of this machine is immense.
I'll probably use that power responsibly to update my personal and professional informations, play video games, and reconnect with the world in a digital level again. Think of it as a save point in a game or one of those recap episodes in an anime.
Due to many factors I haven't been able to remain as connected as I have wanted to, so if your birthday has passed within the last two months and you're reading this, "Happy Birthday!" The original plan was to be able to travel between the RGV and the DFW with ease and when desired, when needed; when the time comes.
In some ways it has been a blessing to be disconnected from the world in this way, my exposure to the foolishness and negativity of humanity was minimal, but at the same time it meant that I couldn't directly support my allies, colleagues, and friends. One big bonus was that I could no longer distract myself from myself.
At times I can be super self-critical, and during this time I wasn't able to distract myself from the flaws that I have been made aware of over time. Because I could no longer dismiss them, my time disconnected allowed me to cultivate and foster both my strengths and my weaknesses.
I don't want to say I'm invincible, because I am far from it; not only am I now more aware of my mental and emotional capabilities, I have grown in them.
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