Wednesday, January 4, 2017

2016: A Year of Transition

Oh my what a year 2016 was. Full of death, conflict, and horrific crimes against nature and humanity, or at least this is what the majority would believe two thousand sixteen brought in like a winter storm. In general, leap years tend to be the most difficult for me in terms of life obstacles. However, I personally did not find twenty sixteen too unbearable at all! In fact Spring 2016 heralded a season of Eternal Spring, a time of growth and healing, for me.

It was a year of transitions. I had quit a photography job early on and started free lancing in an attempt to attain more funds to pay bills, pay off loans, as well as provide fuel for my film endeavors. This worked for a few months, those of you that have seen the vlog know this. The time frames overlap, but for the most part that is how it was. I encountered a dry spell and had seemingly no other option but to move to North Texas. I have family here and a good friend of mine offered me a place to stay and a photography job for six weeks. Growth.

In that time period I drove back and forth between Grand Prairie and Waxahachie looking for a more stable job. I ended up finding it in Wax. The change in scenery and distance from distractions, though I find more negative than positive (not necessarily bad; I just miss home and everyone there), gave me space to recover and catch up mentally with all the things that had transpired throughout college. Healing.

I don’t understand why people reacted so sensitively to all the political things that occurred during this year. Celebrities and heroes die all the time. Wars and suffering have all been here since the beginning of time in one region or another. Seemingly terrible politicians manage to get elected, or chosen, all the flipping time! Not once before have I seen people take action before. Perhaps its because of the increasing integration of news and social media, but even then I don’t think this spark caught fire until the headlines and articles became click bait and “fake”, misleading factions of the public astray.

I personally didn’t experience a taste of death, but those around me did, and that was enough to call it a rough year. International affairs always made themselves known to me from a young age for some reason, so some of the hell we witnessed I had already anticipated clenching my teeth. Aside from watching local administrations do wonderfully stupid things and cause alarm due to bad judgment calls (I mean this in general and not in any defamatorious way. We’re all human and make mistakes, all is forgiven), 2016 was great. :D

I was supposed to graduate this year, as I was supposed to graduate last year, but that did not get accomplished, and whether or not I graduate this year (2017, lol) my actions leading up to the pass or fail event will be a victory. Why? Because 2017 is the Year of Victory. The things that I am going to do to get things done need to be strong and high rewarding decisions. In this Season of Eternal Spring, I need to build everything I have on “the rock”. Every effort I put forth into this world needs to pay me back completely in the long run in some way, shape, or form.

Undeniably, victories come with consequences. A year of victory does not mean a year of wealth or happiness, that comes later if it does, but merely (in the greatest sense) a year of fulfillment and productivity. This might sound odd coming from one of my generation, but I care not or happiness if the will of the Lord is finished and the land has been tilled with seeds planted. That alone is more than enough.

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