Oh my what a year 2016 was. Full of death, conflict, and horrific
crimes against nature and humanity, or at least this is what
the majority would believe two thousand sixteen brought in like a
winter storm. In general, leap years tend to be the most difficult
for me in terms of life obstacles. However, I personally did not find
twenty sixteen too unbearable at all! In fact Spring 2016 heralded a
season of Eternal Spring, a time of growth and healing, for me.
It was a year of transitions. I had quit a photography job early
on and started free lancing in an attempt to attain more funds to pay
bills, pay off loans, as well as provide fuel for my film endeavors.
This worked for a few months, those of you that have seen the vlog
know this. The time frames overlap, but for the most part that is how
it was. I encountered a dry spell and had seemingly no other option
but to move to North Texas. I have family here and a good friend of
mine offered me a place to stay and a photography job for six weeks.
Growth.
In that time period I drove back and forth between Grand Prairie
and Waxahachie looking for a more stable job. I ended up finding it
in Wax. The change in scenery and distance from distractions, though
I find more negative than positive (not necessarily bad; I just miss
home and everyone there), gave me space to recover and catch up
mentally with all the things that had transpired throughout college.
Healing.
I don’t understand why people reacted so sensitively to all the
political things that occurred during this year. Celebrities and
heroes die all the time. Wars and suffering have all been here since
the beginning of time in one region or another. Seemingly terrible
politicians manage to get elected, or chosen, all the flipping time!
Not once before have I seen people take action before. Perhaps its
because of the increasing integration of news and social media, but
even then I don’t think this spark caught fire until the headlines
and articles became click bait and “fake”, misleading factions of
the public astray.
I personally didn’t experience a taste of death, but those
around me did, and that was enough to call it a rough year.
International affairs always made themselves known to me from a young
age for some reason, so some of the hell we witnessed I had already
anticipated clenching my teeth. Aside from watching local
administrations do wonderfully stupid things and cause alarm due to
bad judgment calls (I mean this in general and not in any
defamatorious way. We’re all human and make mistakes, all is
forgiven), 2016 was great. :D
I was supposed to graduate this year, as I was supposed to
graduate last year, but that did not get accomplished, and whether or
not I graduate this year (2017, lol) my actions leading up to the
pass or fail event will be a victory. Why? Because 2017 is the Year
of Victory. The things that I am going to do to get things done need
to be strong and high rewarding decisions. In this Season of Eternal
Spring, I need to build everything I have on “the rock”. Every
effort I put forth into this world needs to pay me back completely in
the long run in some way, shape, or form.
Undeniably, victories come with consequences. A year of victory
does not mean a year of wealth or happiness, that comes later if it
does, but merely (in the greatest sense) a year of fulfillment and
productivity. This might sound odd coming from one of my generation,
but I care not or happiness if the will of the Lord is finished and the land has been tilled with seeds planted. That
alone is more than enough.
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